i am so tired of doing those facebook "how well do you know __________?" quizzes.
because i always do soooo badly ):
like pathetic mannnn
the winner of the "worst quiz alex did" award is angela's quiz.
a wonderful 11%
FAILLLLL lol :/
those quizzes are just badddd LOL

i really want to trust
with all i have
but when it keeps coming back
it's all a different story
i'm not unfallable
i'm not unshakable
but i will try

there's so much i have to say
but i don't know where to start
and end up not saying at all
hmm not good
but i will try

i don't understand why this is affecting me so much
it shouldn't be that way because before i told people and before i found out, there was this peace
there was a certain expected outcome
not being negative but when the inevitable is here, naturally, you've gotta accept it

i think there's a difference between acting strong and staying strong
acting strong is covering up
staying strong is actually dealing with it
i don't know where i am because it wavers
like i said, every time it comes back, the confidence is shaken
i really don't know
i don't need the pity, i really don't
the last thing i need is to indulge in the self-pity again and let history repeat
i promised not to push you away
i really want to keep that promise
to me, promises have a special meaning
and i remember promises, especially those that i really think about
i don't want to give this up
i don't want to appear strong and i want to be strong
there are times that i can't help it
i know You'll carry me through
i just need to trust You enough to hold me

no more acting strong
now's the time to be strong
and i rely on You more than ever

it's awesome that You've given me people to lean on
it's even more awesome that i have You to lean on

i can't imagine life without You and Your love
i can't imagine life without You watching my back

thank You for giving me a supportive family
thank You for my brothers and sisters

thank You for giving me a best friend
thank You for that treasure from above