there's nothing more important

have you ever done an essay on linguistics?
if you haven't, don't try.
i think my brain is melting...
my neck kills...
the painkillers do not work.
i sense that its more than just a muscle ache.

we have all been empowered by GOD to choose what we want to do with our life.
we can choose to do things our way or His way.
its very important to make the right choice.
and its important not to give in to temptations.
sometimes, we think that GOD hasn't given us direction.
but sometimes, He has.
its just that we didn't observe.
we were too caught up with school, work, relationships, etc.
but if we make Him the centre of our lives, we'll gradually be able to hear Him better and interpret signs that come our way.
sermons can be so helpful at times. :)

i realise that each week, i miss my cellgroup more and more.
its not like i don't have good friends in school or anything.
in fact, i know some friends who are more christian-like than i am.
its just that perhaps, the chemistry is different.
the kind of chemistry that 10+ people share.
that's awesome :]
every saturday, i come with so many burdens but by the time i leave, i'm rejuvenated.
its like the people in school can't help relieve burdens and only this mini family of mine can.
i guess there really is a difference.
in school, there is a handful of people whom i can trust.
out of this handful, i only trust 2 people 75% and above.
and only one of these 2 that i trust 95%.
but i trust every single member of my cellgroup family members, 100%.
i look forward to the long holidays cos that's when we can spend more time together.
haha, every saturday just doesn't seem adequate :)
i can feel myself growing.
both vertically and spiritually.
when i'm with them, things are just different.
in school, i only feel that way when i'm with that one person whom i trust 95%.
maybe these things take time.
in the mean time, holidays rock! :]

GOD
give me strength
give me perseverance
give me some direction
give me a forgiving nature
give me self-control and discipline